Ouch...

i m feel hurt...
i m hurt...
impactful day... made me re-think abt myself...

its not juz because i hve 2 ulcers in my mouth... and tt they hurt whenever i eat or drink...

its not because of the homework tt i hvent complete or the tests i hvent studied...

hahaz... nobody really understands me...
cause i m juz another nobody... lol
some things r to be kept to self... some things r meant to tell...
for me... thr is onli myself... = no tell
rather selfish ei?
but tts juz me...
yeah i admit... i m unhappy abt some things... but nvm... i get the msg...
not doing enough?
i juz feel sry for some ppl...
gd luck...
i did not lose anything but the motivation...
i did not gain anything but the facts of life...

i m seriously really glad thrs pe tmr...
juz hope it doesnt rain...
though i noe we arent gonna play soccer (i tink)
one thing for sure is tt we r gonna run...
its the onli time i can reflect on myself...
running not onli vents my anger... it calms me down...
onli when i m running i m at peace...
the world is full of evil...
i run so tt i can tink clearer...
sometimes i juz wish to nvr stop running...
other times i juz wish to wash my hands off everything n juz stop running...

why? why...? why...?!
why did i even stop my run in the first place...
yeah i noe some is coz of weather... others is coz of other activities clash...
n some is coz i juz wanna slack...
i regret it now... i regret it terribly...
the run... for me to find inner peace n an ideal environment for me to tink clearly...
i run... solo n slow... how would i be able to achieve anything in tis way...

u noe i hate u man...
keep one dun wan tell me anything...
then finally when nid me then u juz throw everything at me...
i aint ur servant or anything...
i hve no need to report to u abt it...
u tink u can juz call me when u nid n then juz throw me away when u dun...
hell u lar... i m now feelig damn buai song...
dumping me all the work then 拍拍屁股就走...
kick ur butt then u noe... XD

心事匆匆... i m now crying in front of the com...
not coz i m sad... but coz... i noe i m useless n i suck...
tis is not over yet... not before i surrender... n tt would not happen even if it was the end of the world...

life is short, cherish it well... dun end up regretting over something lik i did...

ME/仲贤
我...
我...
我...
无话可说...