I noe... I tried...

its not tt i m unhappy abt myself...
i m sorry for others more than myself... hahaz
but tis tells me something else...
i m not working hard enough...
but at the very least...
my concisence is clear...
i had done my part...
希望，我从未放弃过。
但是，推动利已毫无存在了。

i juz noe the full phrase todae... hahaz...
"jack of all trades, master of none"
thank zhenghui for telling me...
too bad...
i m "jack of NO trades, master of none"?

smiles/laughters could be nth but a front...
actions could be bluffs and
words could be lies...
i so freaking scammed everyone todae...
wat does tt makes me?
a con-man? a cheater? or a liar?

i made no exact pinpoint...
but juz to say tis...
my life is alrdy imperfect...
i hve no nid for u to screw it any further...
but if u do...
i make sure i ruin urs as well...

i tink i did my la plot quiz rather badly... :P
i didnt even finish reading the whole book lar...
but seriously...
now i hate macbeth man... not the person but the book...
so diff to understand...
why?
why did shakespeare manage to write it n yet i dun understand...
cause i dun hve 莎士比亚的天分



nvm... since u would most prob not be able to view it here... as the music will clash with my blog's...
i shall giv u a link instead...
http://www.youtube.com/v/Cnm2ImnbivU&hl=en&fs=1

haizz... i m seriously broke...
oops... i hvent collet chem notes yet... more $
n i still hvent get back the money frm eunice for the chem notes last time...
cause not enough money for cls jersey liaoz...
sian them lar...
wat cls com doing sia...
collect more cls fund plz...
tis way i also can get back my money T.T
crisis period for me... hahaz
poor me... (doubel meaning XD)

HW die... physics die...
apparently i arent doing so well now...
now all i can tink of is running...
it solves all my problems...
i frees my mind...
running... away?
no... tts not the main point...

ME/仲贤
giving up isnt in my vocabulary...
neither is relaxing... (slacking... yes... LOL)
in your life... wat is the period for u to relax?
before u strt sch? aft u retire frm work?
no matter wat... now is not the time for me to give up yet... not yet...
bring me down n i will get up...
try as many times... but i wouldnt let u succeed...
i will giv up 1 day... but now is not the day...
until tt day comes... i juz hve to stand, stay strong n fight...