(continued frm previous post)

hahaz... sry for the abrupt ending of the previous post...
i juz wanna get it within 20 may...
actually shldnt hve done it tis way... 1 post become 2 posts...
but doesnt really matter lar...
wait let me think... whr was i..............................................................?

oh ya... get well soon zf...
yeah n i was coz u were sick todae tt i m allowed to play full match... hahaz... shld i thank u?
got back cl test on yesterday...
quite ok ba... 50/60...
but lik... abit de crappy hor when u r seating beside someone who top the cls with 58/60...
ok now i hve damn alot of things which needed my immediate attention n needed to be done/completed also lik now?
i dunno to say whether i m absent-minded/blur/forgetful or juz plain stupid...
before the match
they lik wanna borrow a ball frm pe room...
then use my card... cause kl is blacklisted...
then borrow a small ball... then lik cause i keep leaving the field for np stuff...
then nvr notice whr they playing/kicking the ball...
then cleanly forgot abt it...
aft the match... too happy until forget or something...
juz simply left without knowing whr the ball was n without my ez-link...
onli realise when i reach mrt station cannot tap past... then hve to buy standard ticket which was lik damn ex...
a costly experience sia... $1.70 leh... i m a poor fellow...
hve to go FIND the ball n GET BACK my card tmr...
tt is if i can find the ball... damn sad sia... now i dun even tink i can slp well lar...
blaming myself for my siaoness sia... made a wrong choice back then at the mrt station...
shld hve went back to find the ball n get back my card n save the $1.70
haizzz... wats over is over...
all i can do is juz sit back n wait for something to happen?
aft all one thing leads to another... dunno if it would be gd or bad...
now i m seriously feeling 忐忑不安...

ME/仲贤...
i dunno wat to tink abt more now...
my maths test, physics pop quiz, my ez-link card or the holidays...
all seem equally impt n all coming damn soon...
wat u all wan me to say...
sniff n cry lik a baby then jump off some building?
u can doubt my physical body... but u can nvr doubt my heart...
the inner strength tt lies within me... it cant be stopped... it cant be weakened... it cant be changed...
throw watever at me... shld my body falls/fails... the heart n spirit nvr dies...
i m now walking thru a burning forest...
i could feel the heat burning n scalding my body... but the end is juz in front... i can c it... i m almost reaching it...
some things... i could even risk my life for... but others... i dun even care a damn abt...