wats tis im feeling?

sry... didnt mean to dao u all, as in i muz do wat i hve to do...
so sry...

sch todae... lessons were serious boring...
lucky nvr feel lik sleeping or dozing off...
had physics test todae... which was lik damn easy... (i can c tt frm the qns)
yet... i totally flunk tt @#$%^ thing again...
tts wat happpens when one dun study....
u would flunk the easiest of the tests...
went home with nic lee, ym, jr, keith n zhouhong todae... zhenghui had SSS...
on the way home... at the drain thr (ulu pandan community centre)...
zhouhong was lik dun dare cross... i thought he fake one... so i merely stepped over...
n yeah i slipped... nth to be prud of eh... look wat happens when u try to play 'hero'...
fortunately nth serious... xcept for very dirty palms n pants n a average cut on my right elbow...
actually i was rather glad tt i cut myself rather than i injured my leg... i still hve NAPFA 5 items the nxt day... though i m gonna flunk my sit-n-reach n sbj... i dun wanna flunk it TT badly...
jyjy to all who r doing NAPFA...

i realised... when i reached home... i cant concentrate on studying one leh...
once i c my bed... i juz snuggle in n sleep right away...
only until normally 10+ then wake up...
aft arnd half an hour of 'warm up' n 'strting the engine' be4 i m ready to do my work...
sometimes i juz feel tt my life had gone on a trip to the desert n lost its way...

sometimes for no reason i will feel a tingling shivering feeling going down/up my spine
feeling cold n lonely... at least i dun act lik reuben
keep on saying how gd n handsome i m...
for i noe i arent... tis isnt the real ME...
for all i noe... we r only together when thr is something needed for us to work together...
other times... i m still one guy who goes solo...
its hadnt change much has it?
i know u dun lik me... but u noe saying somethings right in front of the face...
yeah i know u r joking (actually i tink u r for real)... it seriously hurt me... alot...
yeah i get the point... wat u wan me to do... get out of ur sight...

ME/仲贤
i m not emo-ing...
how many times had i said tt alrdy...
its juz... its juz... its juz... i dunno wats happening to me...