NCO TC, EDS '08

first i would lik to thank my sqdmates...
for completing the 27th NCO Training Course together with me...
it wasnt easy... but we made it thru...
an experience i seriously i doubt i would ever forget...
is tis is the strt of the end?
would we still be together aft all of this is over?
the feeling tt grips my heart is back...
its simply... undescribable...
n its slowly spreading out to the rest of my body...
we had to bathe aft the camp... lol... didnt noe tt it could be so refreshing ^^
yeah n some of us still went eds nite aft tt...
n u can say tt we lunged our bag thr with our tired bodies...
we were sitting all the way at the back...
mr ken's monologue was dam funny... hahaz... i can still rmbr laughing till my sides hurt...
n i liked the fairytale n the checkup skit alot... damn nice sia...
aft tt i still lompang/tompang (who cares how to spell...) keith's father car home...
"same CCA, eh?" she was rather pissed... lol
ok i was soooooooo tired i fell aslp...
didnt realise when he was asking me whr i lived...
ok tts sooooo not a gd first time impression...
i wasnt expecting him to drive me home though... i said he could drop me off at simei mrt...
but thx alot =D i guessed i would hve fell asleep on the mrt n missed my stop...
which aft tt i needed to walk 15mins to walk home...
ya so... thx again... u can say tt i needed it...
i was so damn tired tt i simply "PLOP" n fell onto my bed n fell aslp...
didnt even bother to unpack my bag...
EWW... i noe...
tts wat i felt when i opened my bag sunday moning...
i was actually planning to bathe to replenish my energy be usin the com XD
but... apparently i failed... again... not the first time i failed in something...

ok sunday was another fruitLESS day...
i slept all the way till lik 9? 10?
n with my arm muscles, leg muscles n stomach muscles... aching lik dunno wat crap...
= i found the perfect excuse to skip my run todae...
hahaz... slacker arent i... anws i dun even tink i could complete the run with all my muscles aching lik tis...
but its not as if i did ANYTHING at home...

Readers discretion: the following is gonna be very vulgar... sooo... please dun blame me tt if u find it disturbing...


argh!!!!!!!!!! f*** i slacked another f****** day off again...
i m a bloody b******
s***... i hve sooooo much things tt r need to be done tt i dun even noe whr to strt frm...
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
*huff**huff*
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
i m venting my anger off...
i m spending too much time 'off'...
now tt i hve to take over heavier responsibilities...
i dun even noe how to take it anymore...
plz.... can any1 teach me how to lead my life...
cause i m seriously stuck...
it would seriously help alot if... only if u lend me a hand...

YAY! i flunked my CA1! woots... cant wait to get back my results to c how terribly i failed...

JY FOR INTERCLS!

ME/仲贤...
my life is not easily attainable...
watever i do is for myself... if u had benefitted frm my doings...
so be it...
i suck n u noe it...
is thr a choice...
thr r times when i seriously feel lik juz letting go of everything n juz let myself fall into nthingless...
but i noe tt thr is still something which is needed to be done... by ME...
tts why i shall n would be lik a 不倒翁...
hit me down time n time again n i would juz keep coming back...

i m gonna stand up n fight... for wat i wan...
n thr is no way any1 is gonna stop me/bring me down...
tis is wat i would hve to do if i wanna complete something in my life...
watever u r trying to stop me...
my determination is gonna be the most unimaginable thing u would hve ever seen...
i cant call forth my potential whenever i wan to...
but the determination within me... is actually beyond ur wildest dreams...
n u noe something else? TT is actually uder my control...
giv up NOW... tis is one fight u can nvr win...

i believe i m in control of my fate... my destiny...
tis time... i m gonna set things rite...
BRING IT ON!