NAPFA Bronze

haizzz... screwed my freaking napfa...
for the first time in dhs...
im nt gonna get gold for my napfa...
why? all coz of my sit n reach... zzz
i hate it man... im nt flexible... cant blame me rite?? sigh...
ok so first up was situps... which apparently wasnt much prob...
chionged 35 n 15 leisure... ended with 50 n time to rest be4 the whistle...
standing broad jump was quite fail...
ended with a 235 which was a C...
but i could have easily passed tt score n gotten a B... juz tt dun hve tt chance...
then the disaster with sit n reach...
getting only a 34cm which was a freaking E...
u noe hw emo i was when i realised im gonna freaking get bronze for my napfa aft maintaing my gold for so many years? zzz
damn saddening can?
hvent felt lik tt for a long time alrdy... sigh...
then pull-ups... completed my 10 without much prob or errors... standard... nt bad hahaz
then finally shutter run...
which i continued with my skid to stop...
ending up with skid marks on the ish floor LOL...
could feel the abrasion on my feet...
damn hot thr...
knew tt cfm injury le...
so i continued to emo for the rest of the day...
no one really noticed anws...
they dunno me well enuf. sigh...
napfa gold had been my pride.
my strength had proven in napfa gold...
yet nw...
all confidence lost...
2.4 nxt week dun even feel lik running my best alrdy...
so wat if i gt an A for my 2.4?
max i can get is only a bronze nia...
E is mroe than enuf le sia.. i can take my time n run 13-14mins thr...
but then again... i dun wanna disappoint myself... i wanna outrun myself...
do my best in everything...
thus heck... wat if i gt a bronze for napfa... i want to show nth can stop me...
bronze then bronze larz... run to the full of my abilities... to my max speed... best timing... lets go.
as humans we often contradict ourselves... i still feel sad abt it... lol
didnt noe hw serious my abrasion frm the shutter run was till i reached home...
took off my left sock n the immediate pain came...
small chunk of skin came off with my sock...
still ok... nth i cant handle...
then wash feet wahji...
pain came again...
taught u nt to skid to a stop for ur shutter run...
abrasion is damn painful