16km...
guess i shaldnt bored u with all the running details... hahaz...
dun tink any1 really likes listening to those blabbering n stuff of mine..
forgot to stop my watch...
so...
approx 1hr 20mins..
gd?
yeah...
even better than my previous 15km's timing... which was also 1hr 20+mins...
arnd 3mins improvement... frm 15km's timing...
as compared to my previous 16km...
it is a huge gap for 1hr 40+mins -.-"
yet... why i consider it a failure?
simply put... i dun feel tired aft the 16km...
throughout the race... i was tinking..
"give it my all... hold nth back"
yet... aft i crossed the finish line... i wasnt tt tired as i expected...
the one i really chionged n put in my best... i was dead tired... i felt lik dying... it was at my limits...
but tis...
aft resting for a short 5mins... i feel lik i could do it over again...
note... the word here is feel...
dunno exactly if i would be able to do it...
but u noe the feeling of energy still present in ur body?
it feels real different frm tt time i really gave it my all...
i succeeded in besting myself...
yet i didnt do my best... i failed... in terms of personal expectations...
haizz...
16km completed...
nxt target... half marathon 21km ><
trying to find one suitable... but sundown needs 18yrs old...
any1 wanna join me?
its nt as hard as it seems...
u juz need determination n willpower...
guess tts all...
today odac dragonboating again...
guess its gonna take more than wat it took yesterday...
nvm though... coz its smething i lik aft all... ^^
but then again... hopefully i wouldnt be able to slack thru tis...
disappointment... for myself...
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