Broken... promise...

ok shall strt with smething lighter first...
intercls gonna strt on fri...
wouldnt be able to go cause go activity...
but nvm... not as if i played an very impt role thr as well... hahaz...
got me no me no diff...

ok back to title...

why can i lik fulfill all the promises i made to others?
but cant even fulfill one made to myself...
been a rather long time since i last did it...
u can say at least got a few months ba...
went to run 4.3 again... hahaz
aft lik so long... juz wanted to make it under 20...
nvm... 2 secs off time isnt really tt bad rite?
but yeah aft all it was still a promise... to myself...
but yeah apparently broke it...

promise - an agreement between 2 parties, or sometimes one (if to self), without any form of black n white concrete evidence, but dependent on the trust n relationship the parties held.
-cx

lol... yeah own definition... sort of stolen niclee's idea... though mine is lik tt long... hahaz...
but tt 2secs... made me lose trust in myself...
i run the reservoir... not to act pro or anything... ct does it... qq does it... n many many strangers also do it...
but it was to train myself...
the sense of satisfaction felt aft completing a task tt not many hve even attempted be4...
u noe the diff between trng n no trng is very obvious...
ct running a 9.40 for his 2.4 isnt tt obvious enough...
i hadnt been trng for a long time...
it wouldnt be long till he will break my 4.3 record as well...
i rmbr tt day... aft tt 18.44, my knees gave way n i almost fell down the steps of the overhead bridge... a direct sign tt tt was my limit... so with ct's current trng... not long... i will say perhaps...
giv him 3weeks, he will most prob be able to exceed my timing by then...

but since tis time i wanna do it...
might as well go all out...
nxt week - 8.6 <50mins

aft all wat i did todae is not even a third of wat i m gonna do on 24th tis month...
ahhh... hve to kick into high gear n get into intensive trng...
not exactly my idea... was juz following my bro since he wans...
n since 23rd is eds nite... so will hve to rush home n slp early...
not exactly my most ideal idea... but it will hve to do...

走火入魔，这...
我...
是自愿的。