I m tinking...

wat happened to me todae?
how stupid i m?
how crappy i am?
n exactly how siao i am?

yeah... no electives todae n i still went to sch...
supposedly to do something...
but i end doing NTH...
tts the thing tt made me sian... damn freaking sian...
n tts not all... if tis nvr happen, maybe i would not be as sian...
my hp died on me... no batt... totally empty -.-"
i was alrdy sian enuf for not doing anything... on a day which i need not go to sch but i still went anws...
but sian + no music = chao ji sian...
****

i m one guy which cannot be trusted...
yeah rite... i break promises to myself n to others...
first my own promise... the run which i had been skipping for... weeks... maybe months?
sec... i told weiqi i would not be going todae... but i went anws... i broke my promise to her...
third... i told someone else something tt i swore not to...
yeah so tell no secrets to me man...
it would be out in maybe secs? mins? hours? days?
yeah... try not to trust me...

'ME' is a display name... not MY name... not a name to call me by...
u call me by my chinese name i would gladly ans...
but not by 'ME'... tt i would not ans... who noes u might be toking abt yourself...
sry X, i noe u were toking to me... but i didnt feel lik ans... sry
on the mrt... yeah i was closing my eyes alright...
i had my face on the other side... but u noe something?
"walls hve ears", not to say tt i m a wall, but even i can hear frm tt place...
but i thought it was partly meant for me to hear...
u were saying abt me n Y...
but u noe something... i dun really care a damn...
i m alrdy damn pissed off n sian-ed tt i didnt do any freaking thing on an supposed to be off day...
other than running 2.4? if u wanna say...
yeah n Z, u dun hve to buy insurance...
i dun kill... hahaz... when i am sian i look for something to punch...
but thrs nth to punch on the way to the mr frm sch... tts why everythng is within me...
yeah the clicking of tongue... n the bye frm A?
i noe its for me... thx i appreciate it but i was seriously too sian...
i didnt wanna ans...

now at least my hp is fully charged n i m feeling slightly less pissed
now tt i had let off some steam by slacking...
shld be fine by tmr...
but now... i m worrying abt my HW...
totally cannot concentrate...

a gd way to end such a post...
i m a big freaking i****, ****er n maybe even a ****er...