doesnt really matter if i dun hve any... does it?
will u all mind? cause i myself i dun really care...
woots... yesterday was paintball...
did everybody hve fun?
cause i sure...
did...
yeah its a hot day yesterday...
to prove tt i was thr... i now tt the thingy which shoots paintball is called a marker... n not a gun :) lol
it didnt really hurt when the paintball hit u... did it?
except for a certain few who were injured rather serious...
yeah so apparently my group was with yoke ming, eugene n ying teng...
n our grp name... (drumroll pls)
BOON HWEE!!
lolz...
first match... apparently was juz all still dunno how to play... all trying out only...
then i hided behind a crappy cover...
n i dun even noe how to aim... lol...i tink all my shots went somewhr far frm my target... hahaz
yeah so i was the first to tio shot out... hit on my hand...
didnt hurt much...
second match... i forgot whr i hid...
but it was rather...
cause my gun no foresight... aim wat sia... (though i dun tink it wouldhve made a diff even if i hve one... i dunn how to aim... haha)
but apparently i was shot on the gun... n was taken out again...
yeah so... when i went to behind the cover... i saw everyone else thr liaoz...
i didnt realise i was the last...
third round was total insane...
i went to a not so clever cover... behind the tires which i could c a single thing frm both sides...
cannot c anything or any target sia... cant even c their flag... so when the flag got taken... i didnt even noe...
tt totally sux... but nvm... its all for fun... lol
would go back if i hve the time n money... hahaz
then aft tt... the whole sqd who went took the bus together?! OMG... it was so crowded... but felt rather bad leaving miss lim to take the mrt back by herself...
ate lunch at tampines
then while the fancy ppl went to train... some of us went LAN...
at tampines sports hall thr... first time thr...
but quite ex sia... we spent arnd four n a half hr
with the rate a $2/hr...
spammed cs 1.6...
found out tt i am not as noob as i tink i am... hahaz...
zhenghui is imba... lik everytime he kill me is by headshot...
damn fun sia... lol
went home feeling rather tired...
n lik slept immediately...
OMG... tt was early...
hell lar... not the first time liaoz...
wasted alot of my precious time...
todae...
yeah the same old run
wait... no... it wasnt the run...
i wasnt battling myself... not my heart... not my legs... not my lungs...
i was battling a force of nature... the weather...
sun was damn hot...
n u noe how much i thought of giving up...
but still something in my heart persists...
willing me not to give up...
yeah i improved from my previous run again... but still not gd enough to break my record...
19mins 12secs...
when will i ever reach my peak...
is tis my peak? or my twenties? thirties? perhaps forties? LOL
to me... i would nvr hve a peak... nth seems to be enough...
i m becoming someone who aims for the sky... tis is simply too much for me...
'dun bite more than u can chew'
i will still try... no doubt...
u can believe in me for tis...
now i m wasting my sundays on sleep, sleep n more sleep...
morning/aft i wake up... eat n watch tv for a while...
then i would go back to sleep n wait for my run time to come... so when i wake up i go for my run...
come back i slack... n wait for dinner...
aft dinner i slack n watch tv again... n then i would prepare wat is needed for the nxt day...
so = i m a slacker/sleeper...
todae was practically the same...
ME/仲贤
i wouldnt giv up as long as thr is a glimmer of hope...
... to be exact... i wouldnt giv up hope...
life is sooo meaningful... yet i hve yet to find my meaning...
meaning i m a meaningless guy...
which u can dun really care...
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