Sunday n yesterday...

yeah 2 days ago, was sunday,
n sunday=?, yep my bedok reservoir run...
it was my 4th actual run though 1 whole month had passed...
1 of the weeks, it was raining...
so out of the 4 weeks, 2 i managed to passed, 1 failed, 1 cancelled...
how would i fare this time?
i strted of the day waking at 11+ due to the same getting up prob...
n my breakfast became brunch again...
as i walked on the same path i had taken for the last three weeks i came,
i was thinking, would i be able to pass it this time? or would i fail miserably lik the last?
as i approached the reservoir, thoughts were racing thru my mind...
could i do it?
there was no hesitation i strted my stopwatch as soon as i took my first step...
the conditions were totally favourable n perfect for running...
the sun wasnt shinning too brightly n there wasnt any breeze (tis doesnt really affects ba... the sun does...)
i realised tt breeze can be "created" when u run... dun stop running n u would be able to keep feeling the breeze...
3mins - stitch, 10mins - feel lik vommiting my brunch out, 11mins - mouth n lips totally dried... no saliva
as i ran passed a "3.5km" marking by the side of the road... i seriously felt lik stopping... it was lik 1.5km away from the place tt i stopped last week... endurance n determination were the 2 things tt spurned me on... endure the last distance n determined not to give up lik last week...
ya u muz hve guessed by now tt i managed to complete the run once again...
but timing... hahaz... ok lar i still improved a little... lolz
20mins 06secs
juz a slight improvement lar frm my best timing...
as soon as i completed my run, u can say tt i collapsed... energy drained out of me...
i laid down on the floor (i didnt really care if it was diry)... n laid thr as i panted...
it was arnd 3mins before i got back my regualr breathing i got up...
n on the spot which i laid, the sweat forming the shape of my head n back was thr...
n the sweat didnt seem it was stopping any soon, it juz keep on "pouring" out...
as i made my way home... a sens of achievement groped me...
it was never about my strength... it had always been the endurance n determination tt allows me to complete the run...
tt day i slept at 2AM... doing my violence package... n apparently... i m not quite done... hahaz...

yesterday, lessons were quite ok... didnt really feel lik sleeping in cls... at least i paid attention n didnt keep dozing off...

now, i m concentrating on my studies n CCA, i dont really hve the time to go into a relationship...
i wouldnt hve enough time to spent with her...
i dun wanna hurt her feelings shld i show not enough care n concern..
thus i arent ready yet...
studies - i wanna do well
CCA - i wanna excel
some things juz cant be helped... thr is not enough time for me to spent with...
anws i also noe tt i dont look good... in fact i dont hve the looks...
i noe my smile sux...
so i couldnt even find anyone who likes me hahaz...

ME/仲贤, through sheer determination n endurance, thr is nth tt cant be done...
no mountain would be too high to scale...
nth would be impossible to accomplish...
if u juz put ur heart into it...