Brooks Marina Run 2015 21km

A lonely run on valentine's day, probably couldn't get any better for a single runner..
if not for the fact that i did so badly lols...
half marathon, 21km in 2hrs 28mins 05secs..
slow? much much worse than that... i at least managed a under 2hr during AHM...
sighs...
feeling damn crappy after the run, mostly due to 0 training, not just psychologically, but physically feeling the effects first hand as well...

this is a seriously vicious cycle for me...
sign up for run -> 0 training -> go for run -> completely dies -> vows to train for the next run -> sign up for another run -> rinse and repeat...
haha motivation? endurance? my current condition is probably not even half of how i was like in my peak ><
so freaking bad...

nxt run coming up is 2XU Compression Run, and its another half marathon, hopefully i will get around to telling myself, in order to not to feel like this again, GET YOUR LAZY ASS OFF THE CHAIR AND GO TRAIN!!!
legs kinda feeling it already... so probably will be aching for the next 2 days or so, i guess?

well, finals for sem1 are over, so now is the holidays already...
if i said i wasn't worried about my grades, im definitely lying...
hopefully if everything goes well, i shld be able to keep 2/3 mods at least...
i know of a few that's confirm no hope alrdy >< sighs...

was going through my hotmail just now...
150+ pages worth of inbox not cleared, over 5000+ emails...
clearing them one-by-one, occasionally sweeping through the entire inbox..
damn alot of memories XD
well, they started from around Year 3 in DHS, i guess i deleted all those before that...
from the multiple chain mails, group projects which i totally forgot about (LA film! i wonder who still has the finished product... i rmbr it was pretty bad... but i would still like to watch it again ><), to the survey requests and alot of NP stuff (ROs after ROs worth of stuff, scoldings from CIs T.T and IMBA squad stuff, hahaz missed them so much...) as well as random pictures (yaxin's house warming), facebook posts/notes/pictures comments etc...
those were the times...
might post more after i go through them... barely covered 10pages/500emails...
will probably find quite abit more stuff that i have forgotten already in there LOL

3hrs of travelling time for a 2hrs lesson (maybe 1.5hr only)... hahaz
its the days like these that makes me really want to skip that lesson completely ><
still... just go only...

EDIT: in the end, today's lesson was cancelled... haha don't even know if that's a stroke of good or bad luck... well, not complaining since it became a free day for me XD

if not you, then who?
if not it, then what?
if not here, then where?
if not because, then why?
if not this, then how?

Mid Terms

Ok, with the end of today's CS paper, it also signifies the end of Mid-Terms...
3 papers, Maths on monday, Stats of Wednesday and CS today...
how did i do for each of them? not too well, i guess... though i didnt exactly check the answers which came out like almost immediately after the exams ><
well, no point, i will just see the results when they r announced then... don't think too much about them for now and concentrate on next chapters...

haha went to minds cafe with a few of the others aft the test today...
it was pretty fun lol, playing random games from jenga to ugly dolls to saboteur and bang

thinking back... week 7 is over, including recess week, it had been 8 weeks since my uni life started...
it has been fast... wayyyyy too fast... its like over in the blink of an eye...
steep learning curve, going through 1 chapter of new stuff per mod per week...
i guess its this way for uni then... no helping it... and its half a sem over...

time just continues ticking away regardless of what you do...
so its upto you to spend it wisely on things that you wouldnt regret doing in the future ><

Sunday Run

phew, the recess week passed by surprisingly fast...
well, i wouldnt say that i had utilized the entire duration fully, but im glad to be able to say that i didnt waste it totally either...
spent a good part of it studying, doing mid term papers, etc etc
but slacked quite abit too hahaz... where's the fun in life if you don't rest and chill abit ><
ok kinda feel bad now that its ending... hopefully mid terms will turn out ok...
and not like the 2nd cs assessed lab which i screwed up T.T
sighs no use crying over spilled milk... so im juz gonna take it and go on...
Maths mid terms tmr~

on a side note, finally managed to break the 20mins barrier for bedok reservoir today...
havent been able to break it for quite awhile already... almost 2 years+? i guess...
but the feeling was good... it was shag... still good...
19min 44secs is nth to brag abt for 4.3km... but still being able to do it after so long is a really nice...
gonna try sustaining it... not every day is a sunday... but sundays are when i run XD

kk gonna go study abit more then... juz before i sleep... luck? is no excuse...

haven't posted in forever hahaz...

well this will be without a title, kinda lazy now...

well 21st birthday just passed not too long ago...

well though it saddens me that not many ppl remembered about it... im glad that there were a few that still remembered though...

Pic - Presents i got during my birthdays from friends:

a present i received back when i turned 14, and the present i got when i turned 21...
thank you to my sqdmates back then for the pencil case, which im still using, even now...
and thanks to mengran and zhengfeng for the earpiece, havent start using them yet but i really appreciate it :D

well... maybe the next time im getting a birthday present from my friends is when im 28? but then again... who know? haha

wow hvent posted for quite some time le...
my journey in OCS so far... approx 2months... everything has been going rather fine...
now i had written quite abit of my reflections in a journal book that i keep...
if i were to type everything in here, it would probably take forever... maybe i shld juz lik scan my entire journal onto my blog hahaz...
this is juz gonna be a short post...
going for dhsnpcc 50th ann later... sighs still thinking abt how to settle my social night date... LOL
The birds had been shot, the centipede stomped, the cougar shot.. the rhino is charging and the scorpion king is awaiting...

well i got to book out today...
but abit sianz... since i got cdo duty on sunday... needa book back in tmr night...
well tts not all... signed an extra for a stupid mistake... meaning nxt week im gonna be doing another sunday duty again... sighs...
im damn stupid sia... seriously... zzz
ok we first heard the news of the accident when we were at the signal institute...
he was in critical condition then...
when we were on the way home... i heard of the news tt an nsf was pronounced dead...
its a very saddening incident...
esp when he's juz a 20 year old promising young man...

ohh... didnt expect to post this so early... looks lik the restrictions on the use of laptops are different here in OCS from BMT... we hve slightly more freedom... but we are also treated as young officers capable of managing ourselves...

there is a qns i want to ask someone... but i dare not do it...
sighs... everyone is thinking abt who to bring for social night...
arent they thinking too far? we r barely at the end of our CLM term...
k nth much needa slp soon...